perplexed..

It's been three days since I had my training for AITAH Davao- an institution for persons stricken with Autistic Spectrum Disorders, and I still have a month long training before I can start my employment- for a record, this wil be my first ever employment after graduation which I know that I have a BIG FAT chance of being hired, yeah and i mean it (hahaha, over confidence eh?). But there are just things that I still have to consider, and i really have so many preoccupations about my soon to be work/job/employment/trabajo/trabaho/blah.blah.., and that is, WILL I,

enjoy from it?

get good compensation?

make new friends?

survive?

pass the training?

hahahahaha..tha I do not know..

I still have my unfinished business in my school, and I'm afraid I can't work on it earlier than my schedule. This really suck BIG TIME!!..

Celebrate, Celebrate

I just woke up. Last night's celebration was totally unforgettable, super, unforgettable. Calle Gumamela was transformed into one heck of a street party session area. and why? (why unforgettable?) here's what happened: - my high school classmates came over bringing their gifts for me (thanks guys-may gift ba talaga kayo?) - we have so many foods, lots of foods- LECHON!!-Kulang pa (they still crave for it)lol - some friends get drunk ( and only proves that In wine there is truth) - The 45 minute city ride was worth it (courtesy of KenBoy-yeah dude) - Aunt Gaga gave me a Tshirt (didn't expect for that) - some were puking after they saw Two Girls and One Cup Video ( who wouldn't?)hehe - some were still puking while watching Two Girls and One Finger Video (so gross eh) Whew, I really had fun. That's my Post Pinning Ceremony Party. well, I ka nga di mapapalitan nang ano mang halaga ang kasayahang walang katapusan ( bad tagalog there) hehe. Sayang nga, my cam was deadbat when i brought it in the ceremony.poor me, wala akong pics nito. sayang. sayang. sayang. hehe. what? oo sayang talaga..hehe PS: watch out for pics later..

Getting Ready

Tomorrow's my Pinning Ceremony. I am done in pressing my Gala uniform- very immaculate actually. I can't go to bed early because i ain't sleepy. lol.

Excited

Bored

Hungry

Agitated


I don't know what I am feeling. I am imprisoned in my room. I am just wondering of what will happen tomorrow.

Graduation Friendship

We’re graduating, and we know

Our lives will be different and new;

We’re going out into the world,

Our goals and dreams to pursue.

But one thing will never, ever change,

As we go our separate ways;

The friends we’ve made in school will be

Our friends for the rest of our days.

The special ties and attachments we’ve made,

These bonds will never be broken;

We’ll continue to feel the closeness,

Though words may not be spoken.

So it’s not "goodbye," but rather "farewell;"

I’ll see you again, my friend.

Your friendship means a lot to me,

And it will never end.

PS: A personal poem dedicated to my college buddies

Tribute To Mama

It is almost four years since Mama passed away. Life is different after she died- different from what I expected it to be. I was forced to live without my family, I have to bear the unbearable pain that had pierced my heart since Mama left us. Fate brought me something I never expected. I learned to live life the hard way. I thought Mama already left me, I was wrong. She is in constant guidance. Now, after four years of struggle and hard work in college, "I reaped what I sowed". I really wanted Mama to accompany me in my graduation ceremony and letting her know that I made it. but again, that is life. Mama is happy now and very proud of me. I miss her so much!!

putting my toga on top of mama's grave

Shortly after my graduation ceremony last April 1, i went to visit my Mama's grave. I wanted her to feel that i never forgotten her. offering my toga and cap and a bunch of flowers is enough to say "Ma Thank you Very Much".

This day is my graduation day. Words aren't enough to express of what I feel and experience this day. Tears slowly clouded my eyes as the program began. I really can' t contain it knowing that at last I AM DONE. As for now, I am just so speechless. I hope the pics would help me express my feelings. Here are some of the pics before, during and after the program.

me and dad


me and dad after the graduations ceremony

waiting for my name to be called

dad, me and sis janny after the ceremony


the Godfathers posing right after the ceremony

i feel a little bit anxious

how's my hair anyways?

going to the venue

busy doing nothing

me and dad

and these are my outfits, haha.

This day is my graduation day. Words aren't enough to express of what I feel and experience this day. Tears slowly clouded my eyes as the program began. I really can' t contain it knowing that at last I AM DONE. As for now, I am just so speechless. I hope the pics would help me express my feelings. Here are some of the pics before, during and after the program.

it's graduation day!!

me and dad


me and dad after the graduations ceremony

waiting for my name to be called

dad, me and sis janny after the ceremony


the Godfathers posing right after the ceremony

i feel a little bit anxious

how's my hair anyways?

going to the venue

busy doing nothing

me and dad



This day is my graduation day. Words aren't enough to express of what I feel and experience this day. Tears slowly clouded my eyes as the program began. I really can' t contain it knowing that at last I AM DONE. As for now, I am just so speechless. I hope the pics would help me express my feelings. Here are some of the pics before, during and after the program.