perplexed..

It's been three days since I had my training for AITAH Davao- an institution for persons stricken with Autistic Spectrum Disorders, and I still have a month long training before I can start my employment- for a record, this wil be my first ever employment after graduation which I know that I have a BIG FAT chance of being hired, yeah and i mean it (hahaha, over confidence eh?). But there are just things that I still have to consider, and i really have so many preoccupations about my soon to be work/job/employment/trabajo/trabaho/blah.blah.., and that is, WILL I,

enjoy from it?

get good compensation?

make new friends?

survive?

pass the training?

hahahahaha..tha I do not know..

I still have my unfinished business in my school, and I'm afraid I can't work on it earlier than my schedule. This really suck BIG TIME!!..

Tribute To Mama

It is almost four years since Mama passed away. Life is different after she died- different from what I expected it to be. I was forced to live without my family, I have to bear the unbearable pain that had pierced my heart since Mama left us. Fate brought me something I never expected. I learned to live life the hard way. I thought Mama already left me, I was wrong. She is in constant guidance. Now, after four years of struggle and hard work in college, "I reaped what I sowed". I really wanted Mama to accompany me in my graduation ceremony and letting her know that I made it. but again, that is life. Mama is happy now and very proud of me. I miss her so much!!

putting my toga on top of mama's grave

Shortly after my graduation ceremony last April 1, i went to visit my Mama's grave. I wanted her to feel that i never forgotten her. offering my toga and cap and a bunch of flowers is enough to say "Ma Thank you Very Much".

Whirlwind week..

Wohohoho!!..dad just came early this day all the way from our bukid (i thought hapon pa sya muabot) to attend my graduation ceremony comes April 1 ('di sya excited) lol. kaya ayun.

Bueno, sa sobra na sad ka tapulan, I did not went to school for the graduation practices, imagine 5-9pm ang practice? hehe. nakahuna-huna ko nga naa napuy kumbira ila June-ann kay graduation day nila karun. (food trip na sad). Mao to. lol. i even have to sacrifice my schedule in OR completion tomorrow(sayang sad). Ayay ka, lami kayo ilahang alimango, sugba, sea foods, and of course mawala ba diay ang Lechon??hehe. nagkita-kita sad mi sa ubang mga high school classmates nako. kaon diri, kaon didto, laugh there, laugh here (argh,)
Anyways, sa week na ni, di na nako ma-hinumduman kung kapila mi gabalik balik sa practices- just repeating the thing itself- i was pissed off!! (mao to, ning absent ako for today's practice.) Nar anime marathon ako- Elfen Lied, Bleach, Prince of Tennis ug ang pinaka d best sa tanan- D. Gray-man ( xixixi, astig ni Allen Walker!!). Dugayas Naruto Shippuuden. lol
Reality Check:

Unta dili daghan ang cases ugma sa DRH-OR para sad fair kay di ko muadto sa duty completion. hehe