Life after 20 years; a pursuit of happiness

I celebrated my birthday yesterday with some of my good old friends from high school, elementary and even kindergarten days, a reunion of friends at the same time. i prepared some seafoods and some wine to add taste and excitement to the occasion. I originally planned to have the party exclusive to my family because of the reason that I can't throw a huge evening party to all. yes, I don't have that enough money, in short- I'm experiencing financial scarcity.lol. in the middle of the party, thoughts came to my mind when I went to the CR, I remembered my friends who've been a part of my life already, "I wish they were here" was the line murmured by my mind. I just missed them.

We had fun the entire night and we shared so many memories that were almost forgotten in the bypassing years of our lives. I just couldn't contain the feeling of self-contentment.

Personally, my 21st natal day is a turning point in my life as an individual where I feel that life is indeed a fast paced one. I can say that this is really it. Sometimes, in order for one to grow and sprout, one has to sacrifice, and that's what I realized. This is the time where I need to follow my dreams and leave behind the things from the past. Now that I'm done with my 20 years of existence, I hope that I can live up my expectations for the next 20 or 30 years or more.

I'm at City Library

This day proves to be a boring one. I woke up early.Ate my breakfast early. I took my bath early just like I used to and glued myself to morning news at CNN and Umagang Kay Ganda. After an hour, 'di ko namalayan, I had fallen asleep again. haha. and poof, I woke up just when Game KNB players were shouting "Ba-Bye-Ba-Bye" to a contestant who lost the game and when Edu would say, "Let's do the Papaya Dance". Later this afternoon, sa sobrang ingay sa apartment (kasi nga, I was ALONE), and since I can't use my PC ( the CPU is at my friend's house- needs to be reformatted), I decided to go out. I rode a PUB going to the Museo Dabawenyo to browse on indigenous crafts which is one of my interests ever since. I hastily went to open the gate of the said Museum, only to find out that it's close for general cleaning. I thought I was going to get inside. It was pretty dispappointing actually. but I lost no hope, so I decided to go at City Library instead. Here I am, browsing the net and looking at my Multiply pictures, and waiting until my eyes get teary.

It's May DAY

I Hope it's not too late.

To my Mom- Happy Mother's Day to her.
To my aunt Marf- Happy Birthday.

These are the two women I considered to be influential in my life's sojourn. They were the butter to my bread. I was recently working out my schedules. My training in AITAH is very demanding that I have to sacrifice some of my work- including my time here writing stuffs (which i missed so much). It's mid-May already. Gotta Enjoy my summer.

perplexed..

It's been three days since I had my training for AITAH Davao- an institution for persons stricken with Autistic Spectrum Disorders, and I still have a month long training before I can start my employment- for a record, this wil be my first ever employment after graduation which I know that I have a BIG FAT chance of being hired, yeah and i mean it (hahaha, over confidence eh?). But there are just things that I still have to consider, and i really have so many preoccupations about my soon to be work/job/employment/trabajo/trabaho/blah.blah.., and that is, WILL I,

enjoy from it?

get good compensation?

make new friends?

survive?

pass the training?

hahahahaha..tha I do not know..

I still have my unfinished business in my school, and I'm afraid I can't work on it earlier than my schedule. This really suck BIG TIME!!..

Celebrate, Celebrate

I just woke up. Last night's celebration was totally unforgettable, super, unforgettable. Calle Gumamela was transformed into one heck of a street party session area. and why? (why unforgettable?) here's what happened: - my high school classmates came over bringing their gifts for me (thanks guys-may gift ba talaga kayo?) - we have so many foods, lots of foods- LECHON!!-Kulang pa (they still crave for it)lol - some friends get drunk ( and only proves that In wine there is truth) - The 45 minute city ride was worth it (courtesy of KenBoy-yeah dude) - Aunt Gaga gave me a Tshirt (didn't expect for that) - some were puking after they saw Two Girls and One Cup Video ( who wouldn't?)hehe - some were still puking while watching Two Girls and One Finger Video (so gross eh) Whew, I really had fun. That's my Post Pinning Ceremony Party. well, I ka nga di mapapalitan nang ano mang halaga ang kasayahang walang katapusan ( bad tagalog there) hehe. Sayang nga, my cam was deadbat when i brought it in the ceremony.poor me, wala akong pics nito. sayang. sayang. sayang. hehe. what? oo sayang talaga..hehe PS: watch out for pics later..

Getting Ready

Tomorrow's my Pinning Ceremony. I am done in pressing my Gala uniform- very immaculate actually. I can't go to bed early because i ain't sleepy. lol.

Excited

Bored

Hungry

Agitated


I don't know what I am feeling. I am imprisoned in my room. I am just wondering of what will happen tomorrow.

Graduation Friendship

We’re graduating, and we know

Our lives will be different and new;

We’re going out into the world,

Our goals and dreams to pursue.

But one thing will never, ever change,

As we go our separate ways;

The friends we’ve made in school will be

Our friends for the rest of our days.

The special ties and attachments we’ve made,

These bonds will never be broken;

We’ll continue to feel the closeness,

Though words may not be spoken.

So it’s not "goodbye," but rather "farewell;"

I’ll see you again, my friend.

Your friendship means a lot to me,

And it will never end.

PS: A personal poem dedicated to my college buddies